Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never going to say goodbye
Singing la da da da da
Tell me how to get back to summer paradise with you (8)
We fiannly came to a stop and I turned to see Sian peacefully sleeping with her head leaned against the window. I smiled, with her being here with me right now,something I never thought would happen again,and seeing her like this just made me happy. I Remember the morning after we first slept together Id watched her slept,she was beautiful then and beautiful now.
"Swear I can feel a hole burning through me head with you staring at me." She said as she opened her eyes.
I gave a little giggle and looked down,slightly embarresed. "I-I gotta to go.You should come with me."
"Soph I cant just walk into yor college."
"Sure ya can!" I say as I stand up and extend my hand towards her. "I have a dorm you can stay in and ill come in between classes."
She hesitated for a minute before she smiled and took my hand. I led us off of the bus and into the building, and heard my name being shouted instantly,knowing it was my good mates Jay and Nicole. They came and greeted us, meeting Sian as I fumbled with my keys unlocking the door and we all walked in. It was definitley a little nice for a dorm,having a king size bed with a massage chair beside it with a flat screen TV hanging on the wall and a small refridgirator.
"Nice little cosy place you've got here Soph"
I smiled at Sian who'd already sat herself down on the bed.
"Oi I'd be careful where I sat on that bed. Her and Kayla have been very experimental."
Nicole slapped Jay playfully as Sian made an un pleased face and sat up on the bed.
"Anyways Soph We all need to hang out tonight.Me, You,Jay,Kayla and whoever else."
"Sure. After class we'll all head to mine yeh?"
They both smiled and walked out of the door as the bell rang for class. I followed behind them as I seen Sian already asleep on the bed.
Me,Sian,Jay,and Nicole had hung out all day,and it went suprisingly well. After College we went bowling,then to the mall and ended up getting chased out by the mall coppers, and afterwards we wnt go karting and eating. Now we were all entering my house laughing our arses off to find Roise sitting on the sofa watching the telly, Kayla beside her,and a very pissed off Chloe who immidiatly shot up when she seen us.
"The hell have you been!"
Sian jumped back a little at her words which instantly made my temer shoot up.
"Hey hey theres no need in rasing your voice at her." I Say stepping between them.
Chloe looked me up and down. "Really? So now that you two have worked your differences out your defending her? what mare."
"You callin ME the mare miss 'Ill leave my girlfriend to go shage everybody else at a club'!"
I knew I shouldnt have said it,and I knew Sian's heart was beating just as fast as Mine from the look on her face. I didnt care though. She deserved to be treated with more respect then that.
Chloe looked at me for a minute with half a smile as Rosie and Kayla were now standing up watching.
"Sophie. I cant believe I couldnt see it before. Your the one Sian went out with for nearly two years and broke her heart all to peices."
"You've got no right bringing that up" Sian said.
"You shut up!"
"Oi you'll stop right there!" I say getting closer to her. I feel Rosie pulling my arm trying to get me to back off,but I refused. "You've got no clue what your on about."
"Havnt I? I know when she confided in me she was broken. compeltley. Know who did that to her? The slapper who proposed to her then cheated on her!"
"Your calling me out on cheating look at you!"
"Yeah. Only difference is Sophie, Im honest about it. Oh and um, I DIDNT PROPOSE."
Without thinking I pushed her as hard as I could as she laughed and Jay grabbed me.
"Okay. Aye Sian, Your nice right but dont really think your my type. Bye." Chloe smiled and strutted passed us all which sent me even more mad.
Everyone was being dead silent as I stayed frozen where I was trying to control my temper and breathing when SSian stepped inf ront of me with tears in her eyes.
'Hell were you thinking when you called her out! Now look what you've done!"
'Sian you deserve so much better than that."
"What like you?"
I took a long,ragged breath. "No Sian,not like me."
It was like she ignored me and continued on.
"What is this aye? You kissing me the other night and taking me to your college is that all part of your plan to win me back!"
"im not trying to win you back Sian!"
"Then what you doin-"
"Im trying to show you im not a bad person!" I cut her off.
My heart was uncontrollable right now,and I felt like it was going to bust out of my chest any minute now. I swallowed a lump in my throat and looked down as tears well up in my eyes. I could feel Everyones eyes on us but I didnt care. They needed to hear it to. I turned around to Kayla who was standing there, not really knowing what to do.
"I cant do it Soph. I cant stay here."
'Where you meant to go,aye? Chloe's just gone. "
"Ill get a hotel somewhere I dont know but Im not staying here. Ill get my things tommorow."
Its been 2 hours since everything happend,and as usual I managed to screw everything up. Jay and Nicole offered to stay and comfort me but Rosie said she had it and I still havnt spoke to Kayla who was right beside me,lost in her on thoughts.
"Babe.." I croak out, "You know I love you."
She nods and starts playing with her hands, You kissed her?"
"Im sorry..It wasnt intended."
" I just dont see the point in us if your in love with someone else."
"What No? Kayla look," I sit up and Cup her cheek in my hand, "I love her yes, but only because she was my very first true love. EVERYONE has a soft spot for there first love."
"You trying to convince me or yourself? Sophie I get it,honestly. Maybe we should take time apart to figure it out."
She stands up andlooks at me,sadly siling before walking out.